Haha. Kinda expected. I got out of bed reluctantly, took a shower and start gathering my stuff. Dirty field pack, smelly helmet, SBO full of dust, and the standard items. WAR time?! Before that, i had to make several calls(part of my duty) and wait.. And wait. On the side of the television screen was a flashing green-man with my company's code word, how interesting. Repeated announcements from radio too. Instructions came, to leave at noon - for "house visit" To cut it short, i had to travel to some place and to camp, inspection, did the necessary and zao.
My buddy and i had our lunch at 5pm. It was decent jap food and a good catch-up, except that no.4 with purple hair is totally sala. I could tell from the weird expressions of onlookers. I didn't bring civilian clothes(he did and it caused me stand out even more) to change and we were far from home plus 2 hungry guys need food..
There goes my Sunday. Ended with household chores and a bottle of milk for dinner.
I'll be lazing around at home today, hoping that my phone doesn't ring. Cos i'm on standby this week. If activated, gotta prepare my army stuff and report to camp in my no.4. So boring!! You know you know? BOOMZ..
Before i start grumbling, wanna say thank you to Anonymous who left me a kind comment that i do not know was for which post. Can't find it already..
I've been thinking a lot recently, about my life, about what i am doing, what am i called to do. Many times i wonder if i am on the right track. I have the answer, but i continue to question myself time and again. I get very uptight with little things, you can't see this sight of me cos its on the inside. There are situations where i make decisions because of what somebody else says. When i have decided for myself, i get affected when he says otherwise. I'm lost..
I wish for wisdom.
I'll sleep well tonight, i mean tomorning.
Goodnight.. Err.. Good morning.
Here's the 1st shot from lying on my bed, testing only.
I PROMISE nicer pictures in the days ahead!
Most of the pictures i capture are somewhat like this, because i love these scenes, i treasure moments and my state of mind at that point of time, when i am still beside the water. Usually takes away or temporary hide troubles, just like when immersed in a computer game.
I was just listening to some of the songs we wrote, working at the same time. Multi-tasking isn't my forte. When i listen to our songs, so much is running through my mind. Its a whole process i see, its heavy, its a colourful mixture.. I felt it.. I feel it.. I'm still learning.. Tonight i listened to drum tracks i've recorded, carefully. Hope i didn't miss an off beat due to fatigue.
Enough said, goodnight.
Yellow route plus..
I'll upload pics from my 3.2mp cam-phone soon..
We all got headaches. His may be worst than mine cos he drank more.. Maybe he didn't but he's a lousy drinker. Smile and vommit.
HIT THE DRUMS drummer! BANG BANG BANG!!!